Outside a blizzard had hit our fair city. We often joke about that in connection to taking Min into our family as he was somewhat of a “storm” himself! Min’s life, however, would be fraught with physical and mental challenges.
Here’s
a piece I wrote during one of those times (May 31st, 2012) when Min
was recovering from major abdominal surgery:
“Last
Sunday should have been our son’s high school graduation. That’s what is marked
on the calendar. But what actually took place was abdominal surgery. Of course,
God knew this all ahead of time. He even knew before we adopted Min that he’d
one day face this surgery due to his genetic disease.
Week
ago Monday our son had an ultrasound to study his kidneys, which can become
problematic for kids with neurofibromatosis type 1. During that scan, a large
mass was discovered. We spent the rest of that week helping Min through
additional test, resulting in surgery by week’s end. Now that the
grapefruit-sized mass is removed, our son lies recovering—very slowly and not
so smoothly.
Because
of our son’s other life-struggle, Asperger’s, we’re staying with him
around-the-clock, attempting to keep his busy hands from undoing IVs, stopping
him from removing tubes that must stay put, and protecting his long incision. A
24/7 task.
A
thought occurred to me when doctors told us our son would have a large active
tumor removed … This is why we adopted Min—so he wouldn’t go through this
alone. Oh sure, there were other reasons, but perhaps none so important as
this (with exception to teaching him about the Savior so he’d one day accept
Jesus into his life).
Did we
adopt Min because we needed him? Not in one sense of the word. Did we want him?
Yes. If we hadn’t adopted him, he was slated to go to an orphanage for the
“unadoptable.”
I
thought about what it might’ve been like if Min faced this surgery and rough
aftermath in a hospital without family … perhaps alone and so full of fear.
I’ve
also reflected how my relationship with God, Who adopted me, is similar. Did He
need me? Not really. Did He want me? Yes. And He is with me through all the trials
I go through. That’s a great reason to be adopted!
I’m
eternally thankful my loving Father took me in and made me a part of His family
so I don’t go through ANYTHING alone.
During
Min’s struggles with testing, surgery, and rough post-op, he cried, ‘I’m so
glad you are here to help me.’
Min, we
are too … and we’re also grateful God is with us all, so we don’t go through
this life alone.”
I’m So Glad I’m a
Part of the Family of God
Bill Gaither
- The Family Of God (Live At Gaither Studios, Alexandria, IN/2022) - YouTube
*adoption *neurofibromatosis
*NF *Godsfamily *belonging *neveralone *happyadoptionday
Note: A shorter, redirected version of this May 31st,
2012 piece is entered as a letter to Min in his memoir, A Home for Min
Soo—Putting Together the Pieces of my Life by Kim, Min Soo (available through
online booksellers. Also available in eBook and audiobook forms).
Powerful!
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